"Because no matter how much hate we get, they'll never hate me as much as I hate me."
―Varderan, The TTV Podcast, Episode 289
Varderan is a founding member and CEO of Pandemic Panda and The TTV Channel. He currently hosts Brainstorm.


Prior to the formation of The TTV Channel, Varderan was one of the founding members of its predecessor known as the Independent BIONICLE Zone Podcast -- iBZP for short -- along with Sideswipe and Starparu. Starting in the summer of 2009, the series ran for a total of nine episodes. Shortly thereafter, he co-founded The TTV Podcast alongside Mesonak, Eljay and Kini.

Channel Activities

Despite being the head of iBZP, Varderan chose to appoint Mesonak as the primary host of The TTV Podcast. Varderan has been a constant throughout the podcast's life and a major part of the channel as a whole.
Varderan, Kahi, and Mesonak at NYCC

From left to right: Varderan, Kahi, and Mesonak at LEGO's NYCC BIONICLE booth

Varderan took a plane to New York on October 8, 2014 in order to travel to New York Comic Con, where LEGO would announce their plans for the upcoming reboot of BIONICLE. There he met up with fellow TTV cast members Kahi and Mesonak, and the three of them visited the convention and then the BIONICLE VIP party. There, they were able to obtain almost enough parts to build the new Toa sets, and Varderan released video previews of each of the six new sets.

On November 2, 2014, Varderan joined with fellow hosts Eljay, Kahi, Mesonak, and Venom for the livestream celebrating TTV's achievement of obtaining 10,000 subscribers. Viper was supposed to join as well, but, once again, technical difficulties prevented the other hosts from bringing her into the call. During the livestream, the five present hosts discussed the events at New York and the suspension of progress on their project, BIOCRAFT, while Mesonak and Eljay gave away prizes.

In Summer 2015, Varderan launched a new channel, Product Showcase, on which he uploaded high-resolution videos displaying the 2015 BIONICLE sets. This channel was meant to attract an AFOL audience to TTV's content, but each video was so difficult to make, that the series quickly fizzled out. Attributes of this series were eventually adapted into the ongoing TTV reviews series.

Around this time, Varderan was interviewed by the video platform Vessel. The TTV channel joined this platform in the spring of 2015. In 2016, as part of a push to create Vessel-exclusive content, Varderan recorded a Let's Play of the popular video game Undertale. He was new to the game, so veteran player and new cast member Prpldragon guided him through the True Pacifist route. Vessel was discontinued in October 2016 by its new owner, Verizon. This was so sudden that not all of TTV's Vessel-exclusive videos were saved. Some episodes of the Undertale Let's Play were lost forever. In time, the surviving episodes were uploaded to TTV's Patreon page.

In August 2016, shortly after BIONICLE's second cancellation, Varderan met with fellow cast members Meso, Eljay, Ven, Kahi, and Viper at Brickfair Virginia. This was followed by Verizon "sunsetting" Vessel. In the wake of these blows to the channel, Varderan launched Ninjago TL;DR to attract NINJAGO fans to the channel. Unfortunately, this show was flagged by YouTube's Content ID system, and The TTV Channel was nearly deleted.

Right when they almost lost the channel, Varderan joined Meso, Eljay, Jon, Ven, Takuma, Exx, Invi, and Prpl; as well as crew member AvohkahTamer, at Brickfair Virginia 2017.

In Fall 2017, Var and other TTV members began hosting Reply!, a show in which they respond to the prior week's YouTube comments to show support for the YouTube side of their fandom after the "pleb" and Eljay-firing controversies.



  • "Mardi Gras!"
  • "You're trash." (to Prpl)
  • "It's the TTV Podcast Brickfeed Podcast Podcast."
  • "You're fired."



  • Var was inspired to start iBZP by Harry Potter podcasts.
  • Var built a MoC, "Silver", that was featured in an early episode of Hero Factory.
    • LEGO attempted to pay Var for the MOC, however their $500 Danish check wasn't accepted by his mother's bank due to the difference between the United States' and Europe's date conventions.
  • Until July 2015, Varderan did not know cockroaches had wings.
  • While Meso often hosts The TTV Podcast, Var usually does the countdowns to record and sync the audio.
  • During The TTV Civil War event for April Fools' Day 2016, Varderan changed his name on the TTV Message Boards to Black Panvar, representing Marvel's Black Panther.

Former hosts

Jonathan Juan - Ian - Alena - Tom - Sumiki - Nyra